I’d rather move on to hate you. Could I save everything sad now like a game, and load it later after the exam?

祝福

那時候 我記得感覺逝去的痛苦 那時 分開的決定 和 離開的祝福是希望命運能帶你前往幸福，放下我。那時的祝福是真心的，真的只願你能快樂。

那麼 為甚麼 現在 你有了幸福 我卻那麼傷心 為甚麼 我應該替你感到快樂的時候 我卻要哭 為甚麼聽到 我不願讓你一個人 會淚如雨下

我是放下了卻不捨得？ 因為愛過的感覺太深刻 還是 因為我自私？

你知道嗎 你對他發的那種脾氣 就像那時 因為我 而發的那種 任性的脾氣。我就知道 你是認真的。

原來真的會 一思念 就撕裂靈魂

Mayday again: p

相信
故事的最後結局 結束在那年冬季孤單的冰冷風裏
於是我問問自己 還能不能相信另一段愛情靠近?

彩虹
你的愛就像彩虹
絢爛卻叫人 迷惑
我張開了手卻只能抱著風

我只好慢慢承認 這故事叫做『錯』。

To-dos after the freaking exam

before arriving Hk
1. Visit host family, (with a gift?)
2. Travel!! (Dunno Where yet: S, But I have been looking forward to it before I came to Uk. )

Arrived Hk.
1. Revise for freaking UMAT
2. Voluntary Work in hospital (hopefully )
3. Eat a LOT of sushi in Hong Kong.
4.Yam Cha! (Especially want 馬拉糕in 大榮華)
5. Meet friends
6. …. will know soon!

Posting this to encourage myself….it sucks that I cannot concentrate on studying. Anyway good news is it’s April now. Woohoo HK I’m coming back two months later!

That awful rolling-a-boat-in-the-middle-of-no-where-dunno-where-the-next-step-leads-me-to feeling.

Wasted time playing this game.

Someday I’ll fly

Amazing the script’s concert . I like the part of solo guitarperformance most personally. It’s just him is his guitar. It’s simply emotional and perfect. My favourite song of the night is before the worst. Dunno why but I quite enjoyed the piano intro…. so emotional

Hall of fame is good But… not my type: )

The end: )

Safe and sound

We say safe journey, when someone is going on one. But there’s No journey safe. It’s always dangerous… before arrive at UK, I kept worrying that i will become less close to my frds in hk, that I can’t make any friends in UK. Honestly I’m not good at making friends… yet I need frds’ support. That means A LOT to me. Having someone watching ur back is different.

My friends have made a video that makes (I’m using present tense to indicate it always does) me, … sorta touched: ‘)

Recently something really really heart breaking Has happened. The doubts and thoughts about that kept lingering in my head and I can’t get rid of them. But then, I have to let go. Maybe somehow u are right “if someone wants to be friend, it’s good. But if someone doesn’t, just let go. It’s not ours to control.” it ended so suddenly….. anyway, I’m going to study! Fight for my dream!!!!!!!!!

Story, memory

Everyone has their own story.  And the name of the stories are their names. Name defines each story and the story enriches the name of a person.

Never forget what I lost.